Saturday, February 27, 2010

Deception

The depth of her eyes engraved a meaning in her sense of existence. It meant more than life to him, for she meant his cause of existence. It all started three autumns past, it was the most exciting day, a day which he would have remembered to his last breath. The first day in college, a fresh breath blew over, it brought about a new feel, and she was life.

He saw her, she was alluring, and more were her eyes which bore the strength to make him delve into their unfathomable depths. They spoke a lot, more than could any human senses decipher. He duly felt for her, for her eyes only. Speech was a mere communicating tool, but eyes expressed it all. Days passed by, college fresher turned seniors and the bond strengthened. A truth blossomed in other hearts and lips parted to vocalize their eternity of existence in the commonplace.

Nadir, the only supporting son from a family of three was in love with Shree, a pampered daughter and a billionaire heiress. Though they belonged to different background, yet for them, as well as their families it was religious humanism at supreme. They formed the perfect couple, envy to peers, for the unmatched beauty of Shree and the brains of Nadir. They were the perfect couple in the eyes of the commonplace, going places together and rising on the stairs of success with their efforts in life.

Nadir and Shree started up their venture in as micro-entrepreneurs. They grew and were soon among the highly recognized in society. Their life, in the public as well in the private ventures wasn’t quite a different one and he too knew that they were a perfect couple. He was a caring husband, he liked going places and Shree loved his habits. They had balls under their feet, they traveled at the tint of a feeling to decipher and explore the truths of nature and humankind.

It was one such day when they ventured out on a route less traveled in their daily course. They set out for the Old man’s Fort, an easy venture and a day’s visit. They had to be thoughtful on not spending much time out and had to return by that night for their big day ahead. Enjoyment was at its full scale high note, but they were conscious and careful. They took the last train back home. It was almost 10 and the compartment was empty parting the two, in the ravenous darkness of the night.

Nadir stood up and pulled up Shree too. It wasn’t a shock for Shree anymore, given to the fact that Nadir was impulsive in adventurous spirits. Both of them approached the exit. While Nadir quietly leaned out of the open door, he held Shree’s hands. He looked into her eyes and altered his vision to the approaching light, seeming to be that of a train approaching on the opposite track. His senses felt for those expressive pair of eyes again, they seemed to be caught in a different dimension of expressive turmoil. He delved more into them as his pulses rushed, he couldn’t realize the currents in the unfathomable depths of the sea of her expressive, glowing pair of crystal marbles. His senses started growing numb, he could only see through those expressive pairs while he could feel loosing her grip over his hands in the blinding glow of the approaching light. Photons as if pierced through his body at the last moment of his perfect senses.

Shree remained still, she could still feel the palpitation of his hands, but her senses weren’t numb. She reconciled to her senses to ensure the commitment of the act. In an approach to make everything normal, she pulled the emergency chain. The speeding serpent screeched to a halt and within moments rushed in guards. She disclosed the accident to them.

Days and months passed by after this incident. She was widowed by an accident in the commonplace which human senses pitied on. She received Nadir’s claim of Life Insurance worth a hefty sum, as well as a mighty amount for dissolving their joint venture. She spent her days in isolation at her mansion as the billionaire heiress. She sat on the couch with her morning cup, holding the newspaper and busily grossing though the headlines. The small black box gyrated to a devotional tune and made its existence for connectivity felt. It read ‘Rick calling…’ She picked up the call, the voice on the other side said ‘Thank you for paying your debts’. She ended the call and felt a sigh of relief for having cleared the huge load of a financial debt.

They were a perfect couple in the senses of the commonplace and privately. Nadir was intelligent, but he misinterpreted the depths of those expressive pairs. She had a dark side, but Nadir was the Sun, visioning only the side brightened by him. She was sinking into the watery graves of financial debts due to her habit of narcotics, unknown in the commonplace. She desperately needed a way out, when she saw the sunbeam through her sun. The death of this star wasn’t a black hole in her life siphoning everything out of it, but was the source of the Midas fortune. She found a way to release out of the debts loosing out the emotionally sensitive fool and resumed her stay as the billionaire heiress and fantasy of many gleaming eyes. Deception wasn’t anymore the trick she used over her card game, it was what she played on life and lived to glory.

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Love or Lust?

Sudish- You rock!

It goes like this..................
We find it rather difficult to articulate what it is like to be in love and why we got attracted to the people we did. So, mysterious is this very profound emotion. Possibly it is this mysterious nature of the emotion itself draws us to it. And all of us seek its presence.

But, don’t you think that these two emotions that of lust and love are so intricately intertwined that it is quite possible to mistake one for the other. And many a seemingly romantic relationships have turned out to be lustful liaisons.

Though completely opposite in nature, there is no denying the fact that both lust and love are essential ingredients for a happy and successful marriage. But, lust being a temporary longing, a shallow feeling and one-dimensional craving cannot be the foundation of either a strong or a lasting relationship. Someone humorously pointed out that while love is driving down the countryside, lust is long sessions at the parking lot in lover’s lane.

So, what are the tell tale signs you could look out for in order to understand whether it is love or lust that your relationship is based on? Read on to find out.

If you are overly enamoured about the looks of the person and, keep fantasizing about the physical person and don’t care much about the person as a whole. You don’t care about building up emotional ties. Then, chances are that it is lust.

Does it matter to you that your spouse/partner is not looking picture perfect on a certain day? A yes means that you are more concerned about the physical appearance and are not interested to go beyond it. Which is where love takes you.

What do you do when the two of you are together- alone? Is the only thing you can think of doing is engaging in some sort of sexual activity? Or do you enjoy just being with each other? If you have answered question number one in the affirmative then there is cause for concern.

Do you or your partner place utmost importance on his/her personal satisfaction/ gratification? In that case the relationship is more likely to be based on lust. When two people are in love they are more likely to put each other’s needs on the priority list.

If you experience a sense of togetherness. A feeling that leads you to think that your lives would be empty without each other. Then your relationship is one that is based on love.

In conclusion one can say that it is important to realize that lust can exist in a loving relationship. But it cannot be the foundation because of its very nature!

Saturday, December 6, 2008

Marathi maanoooos . Kyanoos? Poda loose!!

Source: Email

We all should support MNS Chief, His Excellency, Raj Thackeray and take his initiative ahead by doing more...



1. We should teach our kids that if they come second in class, they should not study harder. Just beat up the student coming first and throw him out of the school.

2. Parliament should have only Delhiites as it is located in Delhi.

3. The Prime Minister, the President and all other leaders should only be from Delhi.

4. No Hindi movie should be made in Bombay. ONLY MARATHI.

5. At every state border- buses, trains, flights should be stopped and staff changed to LOCAL men.

6. All Maharashtrians working abroad or in other states should be sent back as they are SNATCHING employment from LOCALS.

7. Lord Shiv, Ganesha and Parvati should not be worshiped in our state (Maharashtra) as they belong to the North. (Himalayas)

8. Visits to Taj Mahal should be restricted to people from UP only.

9. Relief for farmers in Maharashtra should not come from the Centre because that is the money collected as Tax from the whole of India, so why should it be given to someone in Maharashtra ?

10. Let's support Kashmiri militants because they are right in killing and injuring innocent people for the benefit of their state and community.

11. Let's throw all MNCs out of Maharashtra , why should they earn from us? We will open our own Maharashtra Microsoft, Maharashtra Pepsi and Maharashtra Marutis of the world.

12. Let's stop using cellphones, emails, TV, foreign movies and dramas. James Bond should speak Marathi.

13. We should be ready to die hungry or buy food at 10 times higher price but should not accept imports from other states.

14. We should not allow any industry to be set up in Maharashtra because all machinery comes from outside.

15. We should stop using local trains. Trains are not manufactured by Marathi manoos and our Railway Minister is a Bihari.

16. Ensure all our children are born in Maharashtra... they grow, live and die without ever stepping out of Maharashtra, then they will become true Marathi's. (Isn't that the hallmark of a true Marathi?)

JAI MAHARASHTRA !

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

My philosophy of life..

Things which we see are not by themselves what we see... We know nothing but our manner of perceiving them